Sunday, May 1, 2011

A night of nightmares

A night of party cups of liquor, fill my heart with happiness
The adventure of drinking and friends, bring memories I'll never forget
I catch your attention not thinking the consequences
Your hands touch me and now the horror starts
One too many chugs of whiskey, my mind is foggy
I'm yelling for help, but she's too wasted to hear
I tell you to stop I don't want this
You have a girl and I have me
I start to panic in hope it wont go far
A party of fun ends of a night of too much
They blame me we were both drinking
I'm told I probably said yes in the beginning
But I cried no, begging you to get off
Did he not hear me or feel me trying to run
Now I'm violated, my body feels dirty
I don't feel safe anymore she's not private anymore
When they ask me how many partners I've had
Does him violating my vagina count?
Do I mention his name?
One too many drinks of whiskey.
I pour jack down the drain, blaming the liquor for the night
All the memories tattooed in my mind, I need to drink them away
But all the whiskey I tossed out the door
I can't stop yelling for help as I continue to drown in my tears.

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