"Apricot Blossoms"

Apricot Blossoms=Timid Love.


           He's what I've been waiting for. Someone that I've build in my dreams many times. How did you walk into my life and fit in so perfectly? Everything was falling into place, you accepted my past and wanted me in the present. Now where do we go, when this may in a couple of months? I'm scared to give you my all, I've done it only one time before and I still hurt from it. But your like the band-aid I've needed, to take all the pain from the past way. I stop falling so easily but i can't stop myself from falling for you. I want to show you to the world, but I also want to keep you my little secret. :)
           It's better to love and lost than never been loved at all, my friends reminded me. When you meet a guy that knocks you off your feet all you want to do is keep them under your bed. You gave me the option to keep you longer, but keeping you from your dreams would be something I can never do to you. Our timid love is something that we'll figure out slowly, for now i'll enjoy the dates, and all the surprise visits i get. Baby wish you'd never have to go.

:)

glassed in.

Living through a glass pane I feel stuck.
I continue seeing my life fly by me as I fall into the atmosphere.
I want to yell, and feel how living feels.
But the way i'm living
Isn't the way I want to continue going on
A bystander in my own life how is this possible?
Missing the biggest moments of my life
Not cherishing them to the maximum
I can't love anymore
I have no clue if what I see going on with you is love
How can I feel when your on the other side?
I need to break from this glass and run out of here.