"I'll Be there for you"- Bon Jovi
This is one of my all time favorite songs if I had to choose. I think it's because I grew up with it and was baking in the oven when my parents went to their concert. I wish I was lucky enough to see them life when they were still this amazing. Even though to me they still are to my dad they aren't as goof as when he was younger and I wish I could have gone to their concert with him. Now that would have been an awesome experience.
But these lyrics are very deep, it's very to to an extent that I can relate to them. Love is suicide, you give yourself forth so much to a person thinking that you should put them before yourself almost loosing your own dignity. But for what a heart break there is a book my friend is reading that is based on the idea that we need to let god find us our love story instead of making ourselves seeking the fairy tale love stories. So starting to day i'm stepping back and I think Its time I trust god in seeking me my story and till them I will stay busy with all my work and school things. That is the more important thing other than guys.
Although I know no one reads these but it's like a journal for me. And if someone does read these but doesn't comment, well i'm sorry that they aren't poems like my link states Amz poems but it's just that I have so much on my mind I thought just writing what is on my mind is a better Idea.
I'm putting down the pen, over scratching out relationships that ended in heart break
It's time to let someone else take over the writing for awhile, even if it means sidelining for a bit.
I know he knows better than I do what I need in life
Even if it means no love for awhile I know his love is all I need to survive
Trusting the pen of my story in another's hand is a relief
Lets me sit back and continue my life studying harder
If patience is a virtue then I'll wait till he leads you my way
So for now my Romeo will have to wait for the lord to lead him my way
I'm done rushing
The only relationship I need is the one between me and the lord
So I'm leaving my love story in your hands
Because I trust in you lord.
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